Stuck.

"Some women were made, but I was created."

The hip-hop showcase ft. redefine was pretty cool. I expected it to be a big event, but it was a nice family function. My sister's first prom, her junior prom, was yesterday. I did her hair & i was way too excited. I was way more excited than she was. I miss prom, actually. 

Fast and furious. Paul walker. He's still damn beautiful. I dont think i'll ever not have a crush on him. I'll meet him one day. I just dont now when, yet. Hahaah. That movie impressed me. On the other hand, observe and report was funny but a little disappointing. It was repetitive. I'm not tryna be a critic, so go and watch it. Maybe you'll like it more than i did.

Happy 1 year anniversary Franthony! "It's britney betchh."

John legend & his words. FML.

John Legend - Everybody Knows

Aw damn.

First for the month.

Schoolwork. Story of my life.

Ive been real busy with schoolwork lately. Not really stressed about anything. I'm only into my 2nd week of spring quarter, its only about to get more intense. Friends keeping me grounded, for now. 

As for life outside of school. "The college life" is catching up. Summer will definitely test my tolerance for it all. Speaking of tolerance, i will not tolerate stupid people & their stupid ways anymore. Not worth my time. Moving on. I'm beginning to think a lot about myself before other people, and its good. Daamn, i got my first parking ticket yesterday. $30 for not having my parking permit. Thats paid off. Um, havent really had time to work out cause of schoolwork. I'm getting super chubby, ew. Well, i might be over exaggerating that, but you get the point. Ive moved on from the cellphone to the vchat as a way of communicating. If you dont have a webcam, get one cause that's the only way i'll talk to anyone now a days hahaa. I guess that's it. I'm not super exciting. But you read. Night :)

IMY? :| Ego's aside, it still kills me.

Fine in moderation.

Sup?

Its been a couple days. I had a interesting/busy spring break. Its officially over tomorrow. Found out today that i passed winter quarter with a 3.70GPA haha. Waay better than i did fall quarter, damn. My cousins from washington came down the the bay to chill & attend our auntie's vow renewal ceremony. It was beautiful. We stayed home pretty much the whole weekend and watched our dad's get silly drunk. There were drunk dads and uncles everywhere. Hahaaha. Interesting right. I - let me rephrase that - we pulled an all nighter last night. Stayed up til 8AM and slept for 2 hours drove to jollibee in union city, said our "see ya later's", then went to work; and still, i'm awake. I am sleep deprived and i'm feeling it. I'm getting siiiick. I'll get back to my normal sleep pattern, soon.

On a different note, ive been given the best advice. Ive realized that i miss him. 'Nough said.

Money right.

Ive spent all weekend, working. Its good that i'm making $$$ again, but i'm exhausted. Adding onto the work, we had floorset & all i did was climb up and down ladders. Oh well, i spoiled myself a little today & bought myself a new book bag for next quarter :)

Anyways, the point of this blog was to give me a way to let you people know how i'm doing. So like, i havent been doing well. Sleeping hella late, watching the disney channel waay too much, & spending all my gas. Its bad. I swear i have insomnia or somethin. But whatever. 

I have a weak ass heart hahaha. Not literally, but that emo shit typa' stuff. WHATEVER right. Ive been watching disney channel cause t i absolutely hate that scary commercial about that haunting in Connecticut junk, and disney channel is the only channel that doesnt play that commercial. So there. Um, i'm on spring break but ive already been hella busy. So that sucks. Looking forward to get all dressed up on friday.

Break.

Spring break started last thursday. So i'm officially starting off spring break. Its been cool so far, i guess. Fortunately, i have hella plans already so i'm going to be busy all week due to family events, chill days, & work. OH! I found out from my mom that for summer,  we might be going to disney WORLD so i'm fuckin juiced. Hahaha. Spring quarter is starting in like a week, i'm not at all excited for that cause i have class 5-days a week instead of just MWF. But i'm taking 2 physical ed classes; aerobic kickboxing & boot-camp fitness. I need it.

Awkwardness has filled my week. It sucks cause i dont know what to think anymore. It just cant happen. I'm just trying to move on from the situation & handle my own. So i'm cool. There's this one boy that's keeping me on my feet right now, & i thank him.